Good Evening everyone. I have decided I'm not going to keep apologize for writing at night....it's writing at all that is important right? It's just whatever time is easiest for me!!!
So this morning I had a training at work, and it went alright. I wish I could have been home with Alayna, and so did everyone else, but it just was a long morning. I wish I could say I was totally there, but my heart just wasn't there. I was too busy thinking about other things. I wish I could spend more time with Alayna. It is becoming more and more clear, how much I'm missing from her life. I feel so guilty leaving every day and I'm not sure why it is becoming more and more difficult. But I guess it's just another schedule I need to figure out! These next few days will be busy, but once that is over, it is time to really focus on the important things over all. My family.
So with that being said, Hayden is making us a fire tonight. It's the perfect "Chilly" evening, so we will be cuddling up and watching Alayna have fun! I hope you all remember to enjoy the family time. Because through this whole journey, that is taking precedent! I promise this "fitness" blog will be returning to normal soon. I know I have let you down with all this talk of being overwhelmed and what not, but I WILL be making sure to post some interesting developments coming up!
Have a wonderful evening everyone!!!!!
Hi Bethany! I was wondering if you would be willing to answer my question about your blog! I'm Heather and if you could email me at Lifesabanquet1(at)gmail(dot)com I would greatly appreciate it!
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