Good Evening everyone. Is it completely ridiculous that I decided to decorate my house for Christmas today??? We put our tree up, and I will tell you, I think it's because I am so sad to be alone for the holidays this year. As happy and blessed as I am to get to spend it with Hayden and Alayna, it will be my first year without my mom, dad, sister, brother, and nephews. It will be weird. I love my family more than words can even amount to, so it will be strange not to spend this time of year with them. I told Hayden today that it's not that I want Christmas to last longer, it's that the tree is really just a symbol of family, love, laughter, and a true feeling of joy. So of course I want it up as soon as possible because really....it just makes me happy!!
After I started talking about the holidays, I began to get very sad. I took a hard look at my situation right now, and realize that all the friends I have...live very far away. I haven't really found anyone down here, and it is really starting to bring me down. I don't have people to hang out with on the weekends, or girls night with my friends anymore....I have Hayden and Alayna. So I think if I could just find some friends maybe the holidays wouldn't feel so lonely!!!
Alright, sob story over....I can't believe how late it is, I'm sorry for writing so late again everyone!!! I will talk with all of you tomorrow!!!
That's exciting that you decorated your home for Christmas. I believe that's one of the best parts about Christmas. There's just this loving, family feeling in the air while the family decorates. A happy peaceful feeling if you know what I mean.
ReplyDeletecelebrating Christmas can be very hard. Maybe if you did things as you were to celebrate at home here it would make y Po u feel a little better and make you feel like your at home. Maybe if you decorate your home as your family usually does it will make you feel more at home during the holidays...If your family have a traditional decorations try that.maybe if you set up Webcam on Christmas morning and or on Christmas eve, it just may help a little. I hope this Christmas is great for you and your family be cause no Christmas should have sadness or depression.
I know you and your friend's back home have built a lifetime of memories and Nobody can replace that but I can promise you as long as I'm in your life I'll be your down south best friend for life! :)
No but seriously your a good person so friends come natural to you..... and don't forget about ME! :)
I love you and once you get out and about like I said friends d's will come naturally for you. Your loving, funny, goofy, always just have a glow around you.
Well talk to you tomorrow. Love you love bug... Muah!