Good News

So some good news to start my day off with, Hayden will be home in August...for good!!!! I can't believe this last year of my life without him is almost over. When I made the decision to move up here, it was with a lot of emotions involved. Leaving Hayden was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. But I knew for my health, my mental health, it was what needed to be done. He has always been so supportive of my decision, and I couldn't ask for a better partner. 

When I asked him if I could move to Pittsburgh, it was one of the scariest things I could have done. What would he say? Would we make it through a year apart? Would Alayna be okay? Would he be okay being alone? There were so many questions and very little answers. So many unknowns but I knew I had to do it and he did too. I'm so lucky to have a man who could do such a thing. Not many would have done that. 

So that's my news. He'll be here in August and hopefully he will have a job and we can start to really save for a house. He, again, is so supportive of me. When I told him I wanted to do weight watchers, he enthusiastically told me "go for it! You'll be great!" He has always wanted what's best for me and I couldn't be more thankful for the man he is. I can't wait to have him up here, my family will finally be back together. And I can't tell you how excited Alayna is. She's going to have her best friend, her daddy back. She loves him more than words, and it will be so nice to be whole again. This has been one of the most trying years, but we have grown from it and are stronger than ever. 

Hayden, if you read this, know that I love you more than I can say. I'm so proud of all you have accomplished this year (he got his associates you guys!!!) and gong for your bachelors is no small task. I'm so happy that we have grown closer through this and that soon it will all be over. I can't wait to see what our future holds.