Back To Working Out

Okay, so yesterday I did a lot of thinking. After the news that I received, I decided that I wanted to do everything I could to put the odds in my favor. So, I decided to get back into eating healthy (with what small appetite I had), and going back to the gym. I consulted a nutritionist to see what kind of protein bars, or meal replacement bars would be helpful, and I am ready to make this work. I want to know that whatever happens, I did all that I could to make it work.


So I am on these really good tasting bars for meals, and a pre and post workout shake, that I have to say is absolutely awful. It took everything in me to get it down last night. Even as I chugged, which I thought would be the best way to do it, I almost threw it all back up. So time to try and blend it with some veggies and see if that makes it a little bit better, or at least mask some of the taste. But I am ready to just get going with all of this.


So I get to the gym last night, feeling a bit out of my element seeing as it's been a while since I have been there, but I was told that the rower and the bike would be good options for me. So I start with the rower, and think someone who hates me made this machine. After I finish on there, I decide it's time to try this small little bike that I may or may not break. So I get on, and start peddling, not so bad. Not 10 seconds later, this bike and I have become very close, and I am almost 200% sure this machine is made by Satan himself, or at least someone in that realm. It was terrible. I am in pain today and can't even think about getting back on that machine tonight. BUT, I know that it is worth it. So tonight I will go back, get back on the bike, and burn the calories that I need to burn. I will then go home and drink Lucifer's drink of choice and continue until I have done all I can do.


This may be confusing for some who do not know the situation, but know that I need to do everything I can to get back in shape and in a place where if there is a problem, it wasn't something I did. So I hope you are all having a good day, and whatever you do...stay away from bikes!!!