Moving

Alright everyone, today is not going to be so much about fitness and food as it is about my life. I just need to vent and this seems like the best place to do it. We are moving out of our house of 4 years this month, and it's becoming overwhelming. There is so much to do, and what feels like no time to do it. We have to pack, clean, get the carpets deep cleaned, possibly paint, and move all of our house into storage. All in the next two weeks. How we are going to get this done, is beyond me. I have no idea how Hayden and I are going to manage this. I feel like every time I think about it, my stress increases and my desire to do anything about it, decreases. Luckily his dad is coming down next weekend to help us, Alayna and I are going down on Friday and staying for a week to help, and some of his friends have offered their assistance as well. So hopefully among the group of us, we can move us out of our house. 

We have lived in this house of 4 years now, and it has become our home. I hate moving, it's the worst. But I know that if we move out of this home, we are one step closer to our forever home. Which is a comforting thought. I have moved (including this one) 4 times in the past 7 years. That's ridiculous. Now last time, the army packed up all our stuff and moved it for us, which was AWESOME!! This time we are on our own and I HATE that. I am awful at packing. So this is not going to be pleasant. And since the army is not packing us up and moving us, we have to move into a storage unit down in Georgia, rather than in Pittsburgh. So that kinda sucks. 

I've been looking at houses in Gibsonia for us, and have found a few that I really like. I'm just so nervous to settle into something for the rest of our lives. While I am tired of moving, it is nice to be into something new every few years, so it will be hard to break that pattern when we finally do settle down. And buying a house is a big deal!!! I just don't feel like I'm a grown up enough to be buying a house. But I guess I am. Bring on the mortgage!! 

I guess that's enough venting for now. I did find a meeting to go to in Georgia, so I will be on top of that. I at least want to weigh in and see if this is working!! So I'm going to go on Monday in Augusta. So don't worry kids, I'm not falling off the horse while I'm down there. It will be harder, because we will be eating out more. Since all our kitchen ware is packed. But I will make it work. I have to. This time has to be different!!!