Day 148

Good Evening everyone!!! I'm trying my best to keep my mind set positive and a good outlook on life. I am unfortunately so tired today. I haven't been sleeping well, so we will see how tonight goes, since I am exhausted. I have been so busy today, packing and preparing for our trip to Disney World. It is incredible how much stuff you think you need! And don't even realize it!

I am supposed to be up early tonight, so I should be able to write a little longer. It seems like time is going by so quickly these days, so I am just trying to make the best of it all. I know that we are almost done with this year, but I really want to go back on 2013 and realize all the things I am thankful for.

So while I close out this short post tonight, I want you all to remember what you are thankful for this past year! I hope you come up with some good things, and I would love to see them!! Have a wonderful evening everyone!!

Day 144

Oh my....so much for that early post huh?? I didn't get up until 10 today, and was too late to be able to write. So, my apologies. I hope you all had an excellent Sunday home and were able to relax quite a bit. This week should be nice and busy for me, because I have to get work ready for my week long absence, and also, have to get ready at home to prepare for our week long absence!!!

I have been contemplating on whether or not I want to write while I'm on vacation. It is my first vacation in over a year. We did not go on our annual beach trip, so it is a long time coming!! It will be nice to be with family, and I want to completely disconnect, but I know that I want to keep you all in the loop. I know I am disconnecting my email from my phone so that I am not tempted to be in contact with anyone. I just want to ENJOY!!!

I need a week away. I need some time away from this place. I'm tired and stressed and just ready to get away. I have a lot going on in my life, and a lot of things that I am thinking about, that a break will be perfect. I know that I have been rambling a lot about work, but I have just been so tired. And not feeling all that well. I need to really start focusing on me. I have put that on the back burner too many times. I need to focus on that.

So I am leaving with that today. I am tired and need to get a good nights sleep. I really do apologize that my posts have been short, and pointless...but I'm working on getting it together.

Day 143

Good Evening everyone!!! I'm sorry I am so late again tonight! I got home late again, after a long day at work. I am so so so so tired......these long days are killing me. I mean, I have completely lost track of time! I mean, I didn't even realize that today was Saturday and that I hadn't weighed in yesterday. (which was probably good because of the holiday!) But I just lost my days...I need a day off!

I hope you all had an incredible holiday and a wonderful Friday. I know I didn't write much, and I said I would write more today, but I am just so beat. I am here for a good part of the morning tomorrow, so I should be able to write a lot more then. I just can't seem to keep up with all of this! These 12/13 hour days are too much. I had intended on going in today at 1:30, but had to go in at 10 instead, and it just threw my whole day off. You know how you start a day off bad, and everything else seems to follow??? That's how today has gone.

SO I will talk a little more about it tomorrow, all the stress of the day/weekend, but I have more time then! Have a great night everyone!